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Easter, 2014I rose from bed this morning
expecting of the day,
a dreary-eyed wondering
of all that comes my way.
I'm lifted from my sleeping,
and woken from my dreams,
walking through the open roads
in sunlight and moonbeams.
I live again in promise,
another day to face,
another way to live this life,
to yearn and smell and taste.
Resurrected in the light
of everything I've learned,
I'm breathing in my second chance,
reborn again, returned!
All I NeedI need Your mighty hand
For the seasons seem to be off
Winter wants to stay on this land
And Spring comes whenever he pleases
Though I need not Spring to be happy
Winter may stay forever
But Your warmth is all I need exactly
For I will never grow cold
HatingMy chest is on fire
Every time that I breathe in.
My lips have made me a liar;
Though lying is a sin.
At night I can't contain
My mourning erie cries.
And although I try to refrain,
Salt water keeps falling from eyes.
My mind is sometimes blue,
And my mind is sometimes grey,
So many things to tell you,
My voice won't let me say.
Some times I wish I'd let go of
This memory that keeps me reeling,
'Cause to hate something you used to love
Is such a painful feeling.
life 5For feelings I have yet to feel
And dealings I have yet to deal
For words that I have yet to speak
And answers I have yet to seek
For things that I have yet to see
And all the thoughts I’ll bring with me
For giving me the best of friends, and the ending of all ends
Thank you for this thing called life, for every love and every strife.
i look outbrain, blood and bone
sun, ocean and stone
remember to live
don’t forget you’re alone
don’t forget that you’re dying
as long as you live
don’t forget to pretend
to forget or forgive
and you’re living the dream
just too bad you’re asleep
you’re unconscious of promises
not made to keep
you’re just under the surface
but still in too deep
and we change with the seasons
we set like the sun
and we end in each moment
before we’ve begun
holding onto your losses
not knowing you’ve won
and you know i’m no different
i’m selfish and cold
and i’m frozen and folding
through time til i’m old
then i’ll lay in the ground
and dissolve into dust
then i’ll know where i came from
and i’ll know this was just
in order i find myself
ancient and free
and so new that the ocean
means nothing to me
Upon the WatersThe tears that drip from my repentant eye
Are waves that crash upon the rugged shore
That is my past, my pride, my every lie
I clung to, wreckage from my dark before,
Relentless as the sound of weeping swells,
And deep as one could dive in pain and woe,
Their brimming is dimming all the haze of hells
I plunged in headfirst not too long ago.
And all my lungs were filled with water black,
That seized my body into dying throes:
No heroes there to pull my spirit back,
No feelings anymore. My body froze
Beneath the surface. My suicide.
I died. I'm dead. No way ahead but dread,
No floating on the waters of the tide,
I died, and nothing--nothing lies ahead.
But in death's stead, I found a life ahead
That rose up from the waters of the tide.
So great it was, I trembled in my dread
For I was dead and drowned in suicide.
In fear and tears, it was my doubt that froze
First, and then there was no turning back;
The Spirit shook me into living throes
As I confessed the deeds of this heart black.
In My HeartA wound that will never heal,
A scar forever on my grieving heart,
The buried casket kissed and sealed,
Physically did we meet and part.
A memory that will never fade,
A love forever in my yearning heart,
Smile and laughter that you made,
More meaningful than any art.
A hope that will never flee,
A thought forever in my wishing heart,
In a heaven for you and me,
One day, we will meet again.
Arise!I can feel the coldness in thy veins
Thou art dead, yet alive
Put in death’s foul bane
Tears wail for thy afflicted body
Well weep no more
I have brought life to thee
Thou wilt no longer snore
Arise, and shout in glee
Overflowing Presence, #1Never are you alone, wanderer,
for there is no way to escape
the hasting streams of divine trencher
overflowing all your days.
Never are you alone, pilgrim,
though all your dread so declares.
Never are you alone, pilgrim,
where the Spirit always reigns.
Even at night's darkest hours,
when your bones tremble with fear,
when coldness shows its deadly power -
the Lord is close, the Lord is near.
Each little part of your body
He's created, knows it all.
Each hair on your skin He's counted;
He holds you tight, breaks each your fall.
So what's there to be afraid of,
what has you all shaking, child?
Open your eyes: God of heavens
radiates you with His light.
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